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Thoughts can be sold, for they are cheap. Actions? Not so much.

Now I'll swim with shoals of fish and wonder if following their lead will warrant a refund later.
02 May 2013 @ 03:39 pm
After the calm comes the storm. Before the storm there is calm.

There are two ways of looking at it. There is always the factor of unpredictability, the feeling that you could be at the beach, enjoying a leisurely stroll and you'd never know when quicksand could suck your toes in, like an earthy black hole. You'd never know when something would start and when that something could end. You'd never know when you're falling out of feeling or plain out of your depth in uncharted territory. You'd never know if there is a default other than a calm blank, if anything else you'd allow yourself to feel would be potentially too much to take. You'd never know how to feel even after the sting of the fiftieth hit fades maybe. It would still feel fresh and like another medal to pin up on your shirt, hot bread just popped out of the toaster, falling in love, sucking in the smoke of your first blunt through bared teeth, looking at Lladros porcelain and wondering - I was here and I saw this happen but I was an outsider and watched perhaps with detached curiosity, maybe not as someone who was wholly there.
18 April 2013 @ 06:38 pm
31 March 2013 @ 11:14 pm
Doubt I've discussed my future plans here. Things have finally picked up. In a month, everything will be confirmed.
28 March 2013 @ 01:47 am
You can learn new laws but you can never unlearn emptiness.
21 February 2013 @ 02:05 pm
You know when you're so exhausted all the time for no reason and it feels like you're constantly dreaming and unaware of your surroundings? That's been me since January.
03 February 2013 @ 08:51 pm
Your problem is that you treat people's emotionality like it is a crutch.
23 January 2013 @ 10:07 pm

दुनिया ने हमको दिया क्या?
दुनिया से हम ने लिया क्या?
हम सब की परवाह करे क्यों?
सब ने हमारा किया क्या?

what has the world given us?
what have we taken from the world?
why should we care about anyone?
what has anyone done for us?
13 January 2013 @ 10:06 am
I got so caught up in writing stories about other people I forgot mine matters just as much.

Each piercing I get is a new beginning.
12 January 2013 @ 08:31 am
पाएँगे जो खोया हे अंधेरो के उस पर
जाएँगे और देखेंगे रोशनी की नाई दीवार
पाएँगे जो खोया हे अंधेरो के उस पर
हिम्मतें है कई जलने को है तय्यार
रोज़ नई दीवार रोज़ नई दीवार

we will regain what we have lost on the other side of darkness
we will get there and see the wall of light
we will regain what we have lost on the other side of darkness
there is a lot of courage
which is ready
to burn